| Location | Chichester |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/1982 |
| Date of Death | 3/1982 |
| Visitors | 909 since 19/01/2007 |
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christopher is my beloved son..he was born on the 23rd of march 1982 and passed away sadly on 24th march 1982, he was only a day old..everything happens for a reason but i always wonder why it happened to him,he was an innocent little boy and did not deserve for his life to be taken away so soon..to this day he is still missed by all of his family..he would be a handsome young stunner at this time..i expect he has got all the young angels that he is with are falling at his feet..
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Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
hi
hi mummys little angel had trouble getting on yesterday to say happy birthday . hope you had a good one love. with all the little angels.
well it was 29 years to the second jesus came and got you. because he needed a special angel so he took you.
so dear lord jesus take my hand and lead me to the promise land . so i can lay beside christopher and hold his and be together with my son so we can be together again amen. r.i.p little manxxxxxxxxxxxx
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hi there darling christopher.
how are you doing . mummy misses you.i went to sammys scan yesterday it was amazing. it was as if it was a sign from you. all my memorys of my pregnancy with you flooded back.sammy wants to call the baby paul after your second name.when they were doing sammys scan the baby waved at me and sam. i cried. i just dont know where i am getting this strenth to support her. but i know its coming from you babe.i just want to die and be with you. you are my babe. no one else.
you know the worse thing about losing you. as the day you went in to that special room all my love went out the window.all i have is hurt and anger. but i have to keep a brave face hide my depression and get on with life. the only thing i had going good in my life was you christopher and i am sorry i am not coping with your death atall. i am truely frightend that history is going to repeat its self with sams son that she is carrying.so please keep her safe and the baby. love mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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hi babe
you alright hows uncle jack and nanny i hope they are looking after you well . until i come home to be with you. i love you and miss you very much. people who want children seem to lose them to god and those who dont. beat and neglect there kids. i would love to know what i did so wrong. well i love you always. love mummy
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hi chris. im still waiting to come and ne with you. i cannot take no more of this life.the is me so disabled on this earth. and god has now called evie home. she was my friends grand daughter she passed a way this week. she was only two weeks old. sometimes i think god is mean. i will never under stand why the children die before the grand parents or parents. i know everyone has the right to life but come on taking little angels like this. this death has brought back all the memorys of when you passed. i just want to be with you christopher i want to come home to you.it wont be much longer before i end it my self. im sure. i am trying to stay strong to help people but now people are using me more and more and i just cant take it. if sammy loses her kids into care then i will just kill my self as i have given up everything to help her. well im of now love. im glad i can talk on here love mumxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
good morning
hi love how you doing , omg it has been hectic here . cleaning all the cupboards out and throwing loads of things away. and decorating the flat. it wont be long now before sam and the girls move out and i will have peace a gain thank god. i love you and miss you with all my heart love. tc keep safe love mummyxxxxxxxxx
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hi there love . how you doing. it is 26 years ago today since you were taken from me. and it is no easier. i never got the time to show you to any of my friends.or most of the family. i have no pictures of you either only in my heart. and no one can take them away from me.
i really wanted you christopher.i was so pleased to find out i was pregnant. and when you were born my darling little boy .my prayers were answered. all i ever wanted was one little boy and when i got you well. what can one say. i dont understand why you were taken so quick from me.weather it was for your saftey or you just did not like mummys and the family members if you know what i mean.
i am so glad that nana and veronica got to see you. im just sad they never got to hold you. aunty veronica was affected bad when she heard of your passing. i think i must be the only one who cant get over your death. well we know why that is . and thats cos you were mummys boy and no one elses. it seem like you were never born to most of them. but you were.
i know grandad did not want to he wanted me to abort you right from the start. he is a selfish man cruel man. im glad he never got to touch you. at least mummy held you. i know it was not for long when you were born. but i held you for ages when you died. but christopher theres still something i dont understand a bout your death, and that is i was with you most of the day and when i was beside you. you were safe and well. but then within half an hour of me being in bed, you started to struggle to fight for your life. i regret ever going to bed you might still be with me to day.
even the day staff were shocked to here that you had passed away. what happend love please tell mummy. so that i can lay you to rest proper.well my heart died the min you were taken from me .i find it hard to get though each day. i dont want to live no more i want to come home and be with you again. i dont want to kill my self as that would not be fair on family and friends if i were to comit suicide who knows. i might not come to your home. so i have to be brave. so just give god a nudge will you. i dont care how i am taken. weather ill be murdered hit and run i dont care. just ask god to get on with it. and stop taking me bit by bit. a leg here a leg there. i just want to be with you.
you know what my life is a front, i just want to cry my eyes out all the time. but people expect me to be bouncy and happy. let me assure you this is a front christopher. no one will ever make me happy again. even having children a round me is cruel in its self. but please understand . there is no one here for sam and the twins and i know you would be like mummy and want to help others. i dont think you would of had a selfish bones in your body.you know i wonder why i was never taken as a youngter, i was never loved just abused in many ways and i cant forget all that hurt either. i am fed up with living like this. i really am.
i am so deturbed by my life it is killing me in side.
i hope you like this song. it helps to to express your feelings big style. well you must be getting bored with mummy so i will close now . stay safe love. by the way did you have a good birthday yesterday.
lots of love mumxxxxxxxx
happy birthday
hi love . what you been up too. not been on for a while i know. but i love and miss you every day. happy birthday love , lots of love mum
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hi babe mums here how you doing. ive looked inmy garden and there are to daffidills. ty sweet heart for them. i miss you very much and being mothers day is so sad with out you. i will never forget you it has been nearly 26 years since you passedand i still miss you as if itwas yesterday. lov and peace mylittle one love mummy
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dear sweet heart
mummy loves and misses you. i think i am losing it christopher. i really cant take no more. i dont want to be here i want to be with you so much.i do hope by march i will have my home back to myself. i have been smacking the twins and that is not like me.i pray for the peace to be brought back in to my home. i love you babe i want you i need a cuddle from you love mama
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